how would you say goodbye to the people you thought would last with you. how come we never see the future for us to prepare ourselves on what might happen. How come all of a sudden i lost my dad in the very young age.
I've the prodigal son. I'm not his favorite and i know that. He's a certified "consintidor" and i know he is always there for me. I regret. I was disappointed. How come he never see me walk on that stage and get my diploma how he at least never witness how will basha (his grand daughter) turn 18 or at least .
I never had the just to say sorry. I know its too late but i want him to know that I'm so sorry for all the heartache, headache and other ache i gave to him. I'm sorry if i was not the son you expected and I'm sorry if I always disappoint you. Sorry if I don't have the guts to tell you how much thankful I'am that you are my father, my guardian and my mentor for almost 20 years of my existence. Sorry if i can't say I love you most of the time, because i know in your heart you know how much i love you.
How come letting you go was so hard for us. How you not even said a single word just to say goodbye. How come i never had a time to say all the things I wanted to tell you. Now tell me how can I let go of things I thought will last a lifetime.
Mahirap pala magpaalam sa isang tao napamahal na sa'yo ng sobra. To let go of things you thought would last a life time (or at least a long period of time.) Goodbye papa, I know I've never been what you expect. Sorry for becoming an answered prayer that turn to be one of your biggest disappointment. :'(
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