This time its different

I still remember the times when we use to walk from our school to the nearest LRT station. Its funny how we talk about anything under the sun and not to mention that we're classmates. I still remember the days when we usually think of things that are so ironic but theres a chance to be so true. I admit so many I guess for this past few months(probably a year) I will say I love you.

This time its different. There were so many things that changed; the communication suddenly stop, the bonding seems to be once in a blue moon, and every single pieces of us can't be bring together anymore. But one thing is for sure. I really miss you right now.

I still remember when all the topics are over we stand up here in the front of this billboard and wait for the train. Its the weirdest thing for me how this billboard witness things that normal people can't see . It witness the struggles, fighting, laughs, even though you pissed me off most of the time. I should admit, I miss those things.

A building that always been a center of attraction for the both of us. Story that I wish I told you, questions that never been asked, and feelings that never been appreciated. It really annoys me how you told me that "My next girlfriend will be the one I'll take there". How I wish I could be that one. How I wish.

"sana nasabi ko nalang sayo na mahal kita. Sana nasabi ko nalang sayo na ako nalang, ako nalang please. Minsan tuloy naiisip ko iiwas kaba pag naging matapang ako eh di sana tayo na ngayon"

Pag nabasa mo to ibig sabihin naka move on na ako sayo. Ibig sabihin ok na akong harapin ang tayo, kahit na wala namang tayo. Masaya ako sa kung anong meron tayo ngayon. Habang buhay nalang kitang magiging "espren" dahil sa relasyon na yun dun tayo magtatagal.

Goodbye my bestfriend's love. :)