THE KISS

I never know how to start. The  truth is we just kissed. I know I'm not supposed to kiss him. I don't even have the right to kissed  him. He's my Ex and I think that supposed to end there.

Actually, he has a girlfriend and I have my partner too and the kiss was a big mistake. The things is, we both love it. He kiss me, then I responded I know its wrong but I can't help myself. I always trying so hard to get rid of him(my Ex) but whenever I do he always give me a reason to stay. To undergo the same scenario over and over again. What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always him. He's like the best wizard, and even though I escaped from him I'm always gonna be under his spell. There is no way out.

I've been rude to my boyfriend. I said every little detail about the kiss. What else I can do? Lie to him? I would love to but I can't. It's not like I really can't but infidelity is another issue. Its not that I'm still having an affair with my ex, it's just, we kiss and nothing else happen. Then why still my boyfriend can't forgive me?

We broke up just this morning. I'm embracing my single life again. We finished our relationship just before it start. Then, I ask myself is it my fault, or I'm just insisting it just to be fair with him.

WE BROKE UP. AND THERE IS NOTHING i CAN DO TO STOP IT. I'M ALREADY MOVED ON WITH MY EX AND FOR ME THAT'S ALL MATTERS.

The truth is, I'm just using him to forget. I may sound rude and heartless but its true. Sometimes we have to use someone just to forget the other. If your lucky to fall in love with him then it's great but if your not, then he's just other guy will get the shit out of you.

IT'S JUST A KISS, NOTHING MORE NOTHING LESS.