Have you ever feel so deeply in love with a guy, and then when you wake up one morning you just cant feel the love anymore?
It was like viscous cycle where memories where starting to come back on my head. The first time I saw him, the time when I finally meet him. All of those memories where flashing back. It was like your favorite scene in a movie that you keep on watching and watching even thought you already know the ending. The memories were just too many to be just put in the deepest part of my head.
Every single item in my room give me the memories that I don’t want to remember, but I cant help it. Every single object in my room was reminding me of you. Even a single chewing gum under my bed was bringing me the happy memories of the past.
As I try my best to forget you, I decided to go to the mall and let my mind think of other things except you. Our past was just so important to be buried and forget. As I walk to the hallway of the mall, every single stall here reminds me of the times when we are having our small cat fight. It was like the scene was happening on front of me. The running, the dagger looks and the shrugged of our shoulders when answering the question “BATI NA TAYO?!” It was like a picture perfect having its slide show and then I just remember your favorite line, “Pictures can bring you a millions of memories” I think your right the scenario makes me just freeze in the middle of the hallway. Even though I know it was just a viscous cycle I cant help it to believe that it was true.
As I walk across so many people that was unfamiliar to me, only one face was clear. And sadly to say it was only your face who’s just haunting me. As I always asked myself a million times before, “Ano bang meron ka?!”, that I just cant seem to move on and forget you.
Your haunting me, so I decided to quit. I’m just tired of doing all the “moving on thing” and then at the end of the day I’ll always find myself thinking or even worst is coming back to you. It was like I’m stranded in the past, and while I’ am stranded on the past I can see the present being dominated by my bitter past.
“Our story is perfect, it was just like the fairytale story I read on books. You as my prince charming, me as your princess and together we made a perfect story of a happy ending scenario.”
This was just a fairytale, only written in the books and not in life. We may separate our way but maybe there is a small hope that our road will cross again and together we’re making a love story that I can say will last forever.
i like it!!! really!! ang ganda! ang lupeet mo em..
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