When I'am single

4 na bagay na ayaw ko pag “single” ako…

1. Bitterness- I don’t know why pero every time na nagiging single ako I always end up being bitter. Siguro dahil tapos na ang sweet moments of the relationship. And yet it’s not enough to be bitter. Bitter ako kasi mahal mo pa siya kahit na tayo na.

2. Hard to accept- After being bitter, I hate myself effusing to accept reality. Sabagay, bakit sino ba naman ang nadalian na tanggapin ang realidad ng paghihiwalay? Diba wala?! Dahil na rin sa simpleng bagay lang. Umaasa pa rin ang puso mo na pwede pang ibalik ang dati, the happiest moment and all. Umaasa pa rin na hindi pa tapos ang relationship, na meron pang susunod. Ngunit ang totoo wala na. Mali na isipin ang kadahilanang “minahal niya ako noon, yun din ang ang panghahawakan ko para mahalin niya muli ako”

3. From affirmative->negative- I hate myself kapag bumabalik ako sa dati. Yung tipong nagpakabait ka just to please him/her, then dahil wala na kayo “the good girl gone bad”. Balik sa dati ang buhay. Alak, gala, tambay isama mo pa ang mga may sungay mong barkada. Bumalik ako sa dati kasi sa tingin ko lilingon ka at babalikan ako pag nagging masama ako. (Alam ko na hindi na ako batang nawalan ng candy na kapag nawalan babalikan para bumili ng bago.)

4. Time is too long- Being single means having all of the time in your hands. I know it’s sounds so optimistic pero sabihin na natin you have all the time in the world, pero hindi maaalis ang realidad kahit ang dami mong oras kung SINGLE ka naman nonsense din. (you might have your friends pero iba pa rin pag may boyfriend/girlfriend ka)

 

            Moving on after a break-up and embracing single life may seem like a hard task for anyone. Who want to retreat to the life of being alone again when you have already had a glimpse of “FOREVER” (or at least you thought) or had an ethereal chance of happiness? However, as things suddenly took unexpected turns and you have no power to turn back the hands of time and get back to the way things use to be, you may want to start your life over and begin a new one START TO EMBRACE SINGLE LIFE AGAIN.